You said all these good things
Acted like something would change
Had excitement in you
Something I’d never seen before
Something exciting
Something freeing

Then

Like a dumbass
I fell for it
I fell for the lies
I fell for the words
I fell for the hope you had for the two of us
Now look

I’m sitting here looking stupid
I’m sitting here looking sumb
They told me not to do it
They told me it was all fake
I trusted you

I fell for the same shit
Same shit different day
You said you were in 100%
And look at me now

You haven’t even noticed I’m gone
I didn’t argue with you
I was honest about a trigger
Something YOU caused

Thinking
Thinking I could be honest
No egg shells
No holding back

No fear of YOU
And
It backfired
Rite in my face
Burned me
Took whatever strength I had
I got nothing left

I’m leaving
Were Were stuck in this cycle
And I want off this ride
I want out of this cycle
I want out of this circus